Have you ever wandered why i left your faith of hate in shame?\
the secrets provoke lies and deceit and it has been there staying for while\
do you recall that before Christ things spice when we pick up all the lies and advice?\
"thou shalt not seek different vice"\
said lying priest to a mice\
we can't follow fools that make us ground rules\
with false scriptures and to lie without proof\
i shall self crucify\
no more secrets, the source of all creation is you
i have sacrificed i have fantasized my happiness in the corner of the streets waiting for the exodus\
does they set their hearts to the age of reason to stop judging the skin?
i self crucify my happiness
i self crucify my being alone
i self crucify my everything; peacefully, a place for me, my entity.\
being alone\
i self crucify, i stopped being alone.
credits
from Paradise Lost EP,
released September 29, 2014
Produced by FOREVER / ALWAYS
Released by Sailboat Records
Recorded at The Box Studio by Erdo Djunianto
Mixed & Mastered by Erdo Djunianto
Vocals & Lyrics by Fadil McGee
Guitars, Bass, Art Director & Design by Yogawerda Kessawa
Drums by Adrey C
Bass & Photos by Rama Florenza
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