Done prayin’ i’m done playin\
last time was on a outro\
stuck in the house, need to get out more\
I’ve been stackin’ up like i’m fundraising\
most people in my position misconcepts and run a complex devotion\ exploring situations about mass that glides with gravity when the moment it starts making stars in it’ & makin moons in it’\
the moon pull tides and sprung seasons creating life inside the atmosphere\ making raw shit with these acid six billion years expanding\
the world as we know it getting astonishing, it’s like a snowball species living\
till i was birthed there my first year man i don’t know this place like ‘do we come from Him?’ \
backseat at junior high making pinpoints about a higher being?\
fuck that.\
is any god coming before i show up there & there’s no one there?\
These days we could talk on skype with aunt brenda without going there\
Backrub for my main thing, tony\
I’ve been stressed out\
Talking to them like back then i didnt trust them, i’m blessed now\
Talking to them like the act of killing made a million killings & didnt came out\
Tony told me “take a deep breath, you’re too worried about pulling the strings out. Read the scriptures if you have doubt, i have doubt, im chaind behind from the inside. Ive been telling myself that ive been wrong.”\
I should’ve set the bars\
I should’ve been on mars\
I should have let the hours that let me low\
But when i listen too much drake I said that i have been thinking about it too much\
“Dont think about it too much, its left for us”\
Dont think about it too much, it has left\
Its left for us.
credits
from Paradise Lost EP,
released September 29, 2014
Produced by FOREVER / ALWAYS
Released by Sailboat Records
Recorded at The Box Studio by Erdo Djunianto
Mixed & Mastered by Erdo Djunianto
Vocals & Lyrics by Fadil McGee
Guitars, Bass, Art Director & Design by Yogawerda Kessawa
Drums by Adrey C
Bass & Photos by Rama Florenza
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